time check, its less than 72 hours to my O humans ppr ! worst still, i havent even started my revision yet, both hist and social. baik ahh, *applause*. sigh, i really did slacked alot for humans. believe it or not, i used to get grade B last year and i loved it. this year eh ? hah hah, A1 from the bottom. i once scored the lowest for history. humans, i loathe you. so do i still have to bother bout this subj ? -__-''

woah, im supposed that most of my friends have applied themselves for a job. or they have already startd working ? ugh. fyi, i had already gone for my interview but im still jobless. but hey, they actually had hired me okay. easily said, i declined it last minute. well, shall not elaborate further. haiyoh ! gna job-hunt with kakak, after chalet probbly. :DD im waiting in glee.

talking bout chalet, im feeling blue. please lah korang.

im turning 16 in a month time. no, less than that and im ecstatic. ^^ firstly, abah and i share th same birth date; 27 november. aint kidding. so im his most wonderful gift ever. :) secondly, i'll be celebrating with boyf for the first time ! and of course the greens. see how blessed i am to have them ? thirdly, my bday falls on hari raya haji this year ! cool ah ? hahah so this also means $$$, its gna be double or evn triple !

it felt like 3 years since ure gone when its only 1 year. i was such a disregardful granddaughter for not attending yr kenduri. friends were my top priority at that time. i still rmr the most memorable moment, u were thr celebrating my bday last year. what saddens me the most, i lost that picture of u when u were smiling while eating that cake. i miss you, i really do atok. )':

p/s: mj's this is it was awesome ! im gna get the cd once its released. :)

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Mardhiahbmk ,

Afternoon readers, ooh its been almost 3 weeks since im m.i.a ? yes, due to Ns next mon. my brain is full with combined science points and stuffs, esp biology. Agh, and I hate physics, really D: a lil on maths ive recapped. Still have tons of questions to ask mr sze. Would be joining mates for night class on thurs, not sure if I gonna have my 101% attention and focus on maths. I am definitely gonna struggle.

The month of ramadhan was filled with unbearable thirst and hunger yet days passed very quickly. And I break-ed fast countless of times with friends and boyf. :D:D seoul garden was the first(see the striking green band on our ankle ? friendship ;D) followed by buka with cecilia’s fam ? hahah, cant remember. Celebrated uncle’s birthday too, sweet fam. Last few days before ramadhan ended was barely endurable. I was sooo famished and parched. Raya night ? gerek sia. Abah’s supervisor gave abang, wafa and I a blue colour note each. Head over heels we were. Heheh. 2 days before raya, went golden landmark wih boyf. And I went back to his house again till 8+. They sent me hme, :D Cool. Went out with teha too, surprisingly ajib wanted to follow. So yea, teha and I shopped for raya shoes at Charles and keith. We were kinda desperate. :/ First day of raya ? kachingxz. Many wore kain batik including me ! Cousins were all their usual-self, esp abang harry, hmp tak habes2. He, tgt with ami gave me lectures regarding sec 5. Im aiming for higher nitec lah you two. Or should I reconsider of coming back to sch as a sec 5 stud nxt yr ? well, idk. I need both my parents’ support now.

Ive been going to boyf’s house 3 times weekly(jgn pkir maciam2). Been spending my last few weeks before N starts by teaching him maths, but I don’t think my teachings are successful, like duh, im not qualified so should I opt for early childhood nxt year ? hmm hahah.

M: ''emelia emelia !" *waving to her at doorstep.

Emelia: "hello !"

How cute. Emelia senang jeles. :P she was green-eyed when I got a hug. And then she hugged me, heheh. Oh yea, she merajuk cos nobody was entertaining her.

Since im rushing of time, I’d do the relinks and links other day. Pass me yr links if u wanna be linkd. Till next post. :D

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Mardhiahbmk ,

play nice with me, i'll be yr friend. and vice versa.

(:

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Mardhiahbmk ,

hey people , dis kukueneyh will not be

able to up her blog in the mean time.

so, stay tuned. haha :]

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Mardhiahbmk ,

seoul garden ahhhhhhhhhhh !

i still dunt know what to wear. hahahah.

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Mardhiahbmk ,

test test..

hmmm, sadly dis is not mardiah.

so dis is not mardiah, C:

i repeat, dis is not mardiah

you'll soon recognise me.

hahaha !

On behalf of dis kukuneneyh

i would like to do her a favour by posting

since she's being a lazy bum. XD

i hope i get a $20 deduction from by posting

cos i owe her 30 bucks. wth-.-

but so what, im not gonna pay her.

hehehe

Alrite then, im done posting.hehe

keep does tag coming in

cos dis kukuneneyh is giving $10 for every tag

haha till here CC:

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Mardhiahbmk ,

Let me update bout MT prelims kay. Both papers were manageable. Not too hard nor easy. So-so lah. Uh, Im kinda easily irritated when schoolmates and teachers keep thinking that im am Chinese. Ill prove it to u. Mr shahrin(?) wanted to give me chinese ppr instead of malay. Then it was Mr santokh. He came to my table to collect the scripts and he still could ask me, “melayu eh ? ingatkan cine. Okay, kasi answer ppr dulu. .. terime kasih.” Ohmy, the way he spoke to me was so manje lah. Yucks. Hahah. After that, one of the p.e teacher, I forgot his name, asked, “yrs malay ppr ah ?” I was like, ehhhh not obvious enuf ah ? -____-‘’

2 days ‘visit’ at his boyf’s house were awesome. Kind mama of his, kak alya, emelia and Erwin made the days. I ate his mama’s cooking. Mm, sedap tau. Babysit emelia, the apple of my eye. Heheh. Very very cute. She askd me to slip with her. Sweet kan ? she was supposed to sleep with boyf’s mother aka her mummy, but she fell asleep with me instd. :D oh bout Erwin, I was stunned upon having my eyes set on him face to face. Macam nak potong babat dia cook curry. Heheh. Very fleshy. His sister invited me to go etp together with azhar but unfortunately, skrg prelim period lah kak. Lagypun ure outstation now. Next time perhaps. Hahah. So yah, I did have a wonderful time his fam. Get well soon okay his parents ? Aini too. (:

I hate life, seriously. School was a total bore. Yes it was, due to something. Luckily izzaty, syaza and more were thr. Haiyaaa, I don’t know what is wrong with us lately. On Monday, we talked things out. Yeaa, it was kinda ‘settled’. But the day after ? suddenly silent mode. Me too. I wanted to talk but u were so called moody. There were few possible reasons to yr silent behavior. I kept thinking what I did wrong to u but I couldn’t get a reason. I tried to persuade and ask u what was wrong but u gave those one-word replies. It was as tho the earth came crashing me down. Peers kept asking me the how the situation was like between us. Izzaty calmed me down. Syaza came and talkd to me. Thanks Cha and Ty. (: Wan even blamed me, but not really. He said I dint understand his situation enuf. Nope, u were wrong wan. I understood him deeply. Sigh. Dint talk much with him for 2 days straight. No, im putting the blame on u.

P.e lesson suckd. Because, I dint joind the rest. Oh I shld rephrase it. I wdnt be doing p.e for the rest of the yr. :D on the other hand, mendak jugak sey. Sat one corner and ‘explored’ my phone. Fortunately, there were classmates sitting with me. talkd to ben bout his audition, wen jie gave me his bread which I shared with syaza while talking to her and some others. A friend in need is a friend indeed. :D

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Mardhiahbmk ,